Infection II

So you have said your last goodbye
and I've swallowed your last lie
drew myself a map to navigate this web
gettin out for a happy place instead

Your perfect dream I couldn't be
not that you would let me
You are no Juliet so Why would I be your Romeo?
everyone said to just say no but

like a cigarette you affected me
blinding my senses so I couldn't see
you became the perfection infection
these scars in my complexion

I never wanted anything more, couldnt give you the world
Never wanted to even the score, no matter what you've told

Never give up, she said
be true to yourself, she said
don't live a lie, never deny
be the change you want to see
be the man i need to be

now shes nothing more than a ghost
visible to the ones she haunts
maybe not what i wanted most
but these silent calls and taunts
in my head nothing more than a dream
painful enough to make me scream

the end has come and gone

or is this just the end of one vicious cycle?

will it happen again?

my dark star, my infection, my disease.

mine