So you have said your last goodbye
and I've swallowed your last lie
drew myself a map to navigate this web
gettin out for a happy place instead
Your perfect dream I couldn't be
not that you would let me
You are no Juliet so Why would I be your Romeo?
everyone said to just say no but
like a cigarette you affected me
blinding my senses so I couldn't see
you became the perfection infection
these scars in my complexion
I never wanted anything more, couldnt give you the world
Never wanted to even the score, no matter what you've told
Never give up, she said
be true to yourself, she said
don't live a lie, never deny
be the change you want to see
be the man i need to be
now shes nothing more than a ghost
visible to the ones she haunts
maybe not what i wanted most
but these silent calls and taunts
in my head nothing more than a dream
painful enough to make me scream
the end has come and gone
or is this just the end of one vicious cycle?
will it happen again?
my dark star, my infection, my disease.
mine
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
by special request
a romantic adventure,
This is a not so secret entry just for you straight out of my magick book
On this nite you have just arrived home with no idea what is waiting on the inside. you open the door and unusually tucker doesnt run and jump in your arms and all the lights are out you have a second of panic or confusion, im not sure which, then you see the trail of rose petals leading you to the kitchen where a candle lit table is waiting for you. on the table is a note for you to get relaxed and slip into the amazingly gorgeous dress laid out for you in the other room. as you prepare yourself feeling either excited or awkward(I really need to learn your facial expression moods)you notice a man dressed in black with a white mask as if from a Victorian ball is sitting at your dinner table. you try to casually walk out but your heart is pumping and the nerves/excitement(I give up) are very obvious. as you reach the table he stands to pull out your chair and seat you. as you are seated he hands you another note which says; "Tonite it's just you, me, and the stars. we will hold this nite forever and dance like the dearest angels" while you are reading and deciphering the message an amazing dinner is laid out before you with all of your favorites. this whole time the man hasnt said a word but there is soft music in the background. when dinner has finished you receive another note that says "You are as beautiful as any star, as the sun and moon. I would follow your light to the end of days but tonite I ask that you follow me" then you are lead to the patio where there is ample space for two bodies the man takes your hand and leads you into a slow dance that goes on for some time, you fall into his arms allowing him to lead even if he hasn't said a thing all nite. after a while he slips you a note and turns away. it says; "I love you with every beat of my heart, from the depth of my soul to the very top of my wicked mind. I thank you for allowing me the pleasure of this wonderful nite I shall cherish for a lifetime" you turn back to the man to see him unmasked, you stare into my eyes and for the first time you are speechless it is now my turn to speak "you have amazed me every moment since I've met you, I love you" and I brush my hand across your face gently touching watching your eyes before finally giving you an extremely passionate kiss. We share the moment for what seems like a lifetime but is only a matter of seconds before we head back inside to the candle lite room. In this room we show each other our passions and love til we can no longer move and fall to sleep in each others embrace.
This is a not so secret entry just for you straight out of my magick book
On this nite you have just arrived home with no idea what is waiting on the inside. you open the door and unusually tucker doesnt run and jump in your arms and all the lights are out you have a second of panic or confusion, im not sure which, then you see the trail of rose petals leading you to the kitchen where a candle lit table is waiting for you. on the table is a note for you to get relaxed and slip into the amazingly gorgeous dress laid out for you in the other room. as you prepare yourself feeling either excited or awkward(I really need to learn your facial expression moods)you notice a man dressed in black with a white mask as if from a Victorian ball is sitting at your dinner table. you try to casually walk out but your heart is pumping and the nerves/excitement(I give up) are very obvious. as you reach the table he stands to pull out your chair and seat you. as you are seated he hands you another note which says; "Tonite it's just you, me, and the stars. we will hold this nite forever and dance like the dearest angels" while you are reading and deciphering the message an amazing dinner is laid out before you with all of your favorites. this whole time the man hasnt said a word but there is soft music in the background. when dinner has finished you receive another note that says "You are as beautiful as any star, as the sun and moon. I would follow your light to the end of days but tonite I ask that you follow me" then you are lead to the patio where there is ample space for two bodies the man takes your hand and leads you into a slow dance that goes on for some time, you fall into his arms allowing him to lead even if he hasn't said a thing all nite. after a while he slips you a note and turns away. it says; "I love you with every beat of my heart, from the depth of my soul to the very top of my wicked mind. I thank you for allowing me the pleasure of this wonderful nite I shall cherish for a lifetime" you turn back to the man to see him unmasked, you stare into my eyes and for the first time you are speechless it is now my turn to speak "you have amazed me every moment since I've met you, I love you" and I brush my hand across your face gently touching watching your eyes before finally giving you an extremely passionate kiss. We share the moment for what seems like a lifetime but is only a matter of seconds before we head back inside to the candle lite room. In this room we show each other our passions and love til we can no longer move and fall to sleep in each others embrace.
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