changes

Halloween is right around the corner and i wish I could say I had some extravagant plans for amazing parties full of ridiculous fun and costumes so crazy you would think we worked in movies. This year however the holiday snuck up on me which rarely ever happens, me being the type of person who always tries to prepare as much as possible. While I enjoy a lot of the things I do currently between TEAM, fancorp, metal army america, LOTUS, random advertising fun, school, collegiate DECA, and my oh so chaotic personal life. A lot of this work has been breaking me down and in order to keep myself in the best shape I have decided to drop very many activities. I am no longer a seated member of the LOTUS council I no longer promote every fancorp job and have limited myself to two projects at a time max although I doubt I will hit very many at all. I just have no interest in doing something I have no advancement in, I love the underground and it will always be a part of me but nothing has changed and I've been on repeat for too long so i will be the change and pursue something great. I wish luck to everyone on the street teams and in the army this former general is gonna put his true leadership skills to the test by starting somewhere else. My work with TEAM has been less than impressive but has made more impact on me and my life than almost anything I have ever done in my life, i don't care if I ever make a dime in this business(which is impossible) I am going to run with these guys for as long as I can. Once again being involved with DECA has been bittersweet, while I enjoy very much what goes on I don't see a whole lot of advancement personally. the TEAM has given me more tools in three months than all of my years in DECA, however I am determined to get that gold medal and am working very hard to make it happen. As far as the insanity of the personal life of Mr. Havik? It has been winding down and i have been cutting loose a lot of people who really have no business being in my life to begin with. I forget which psychologist said it but you are the summation of the closest people to you in life and I choose to be close to people who actually lead lives i admire and want to emulate.

oh and cuz the halloween excitement is hittin me here is my countdown song of the day;