Halloween is right around the corner and i wish I could say I had some extravagant plans for amazing parties full of ridiculous fun and costumes so crazy you would think we worked in movies. This year however the holiday snuck up on me which rarely ever happens, me being the type of person who always tries to prepare as much as possible. While I enjoy a lot of the things I do currently between TEAM, fancorp, metal army america, LOTUS, random advertising fun, school, collegiate DECA, and my oh so chaotic personal life. A lot of this work has been breaking me down and in order to keep myself in the best shape I have decided to drop very many activities. I am no longer a seated member of the LOTUS council I no longer promote every fancorp job and have limited myself to two projects at a time max although I doubt I will hit very many at all. I just have no interest in doing something I have no advancement in, I love the underground and it will always be a part of me but nothing has changed and I've been on repeat for too long so i will be the change and pursue something great. I wish luck to everyone on the street teams and in the army this former general is gonna put his true leadership skills to the test by starting somewhere else. My work with TEAM has been less than impressive but has made more impact on me and my life than almost anything I have ever done in my life, i don't care if I ever make a dime in this business(which is impossible) I am going to run with these guys for as long as I can. Once again being involved with DECA has been bittersweet, while I enjoy very much what goes on I don't see a whole lot of advancement personally. the TEAM has given me more tools in three months than all of my years in DECA, however I am determined to get that gold medal and am working very hard to make it happen. As far as the insanity of the personal life of Mr. Havik? It has been winding down and i have been cutting loose a lot of people who really have no business being in my life to begin with. I forget which psychologist said it but you are the summation of the closest people to you in life and I choose to be close to people who actually lead lives i admire and want to emulate.
oh and cuz the halloween excitement is hittin me here is my countdown song of the day;
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
soulmates, friends, brothers and sisters forever
A few weekss ago I went to the murderdolls, rob zombie, alice cooper showAs it is well known I am much more an underground dog and love the close proximity and energy you get in smaller or mid size venues but alice and rob put on amazing sets and I am glad I went to see them even if it was a huge stadium ;p The murderdolls on the other hand need to be in a smaller venue, I love the band but they aren't meant for large stadiums.
I was able to see some old friends at the show and it sparked a lot of good feeling memories. I quite honestly would not be who I am today without those friends; Carlos, Jalice, Danny, Jezzi, and Vaenka. I will be forever grateful to call myself your friend.
and that brings me to this blogs topic today; soulmates, friends, brothers and sisters forever
In life you are blessed to meet new people every day and interact with the world but it is not very often you come into contact with a soulmate, someone who is destined to change your life forever. I don't believe in soulmates in the traditional sense(lets face it when am I ever traditional) I think you can come into contact with several in your lifetime my soulmates are all people who have changed my life in the biggest ways often times in doing the smallest things. A soulmate is a great friend who with a small subtle word can turn your day around when your down, a person who can just look at you and know exactly what your thinking, a person who is loving down to their core and whether or not they openly show it you know it.
I am very glad and very proud to say that in the last couple of months I have met a few more of my soulmates through the community I currently work in(my TEAM) and through the community I have lived for years. I consider every friend I've ever made as a treasure because for one reason or another no matter how much may have happened or will happen from the moment you met me forward there was something we connected on. Human connection is the one thing every person on earth looks for. It is why we look for love and acceptance in the world, nobody wants to be alone, but in reality how many of us are? You do not need the textbook movie love story to be accepted, you have your family, your friends, your community and if you can't see the love there all I ask is that you open your eyes. If you truly believe there is no hope for love and acceptance spend some time with me and I will show you otherwise.
love in the deepest way,
the undeniable truth of "Maniak" Mike HAVIK
I was able to see some old friends at the show and it sparked a lot of good feeling memories. I quite honestly would not be who I am today without those friends; Carlos, Jalice, Danny, Jezzi, and Vaenka. I will be forever grateful to call myself your friend.
and that brings me to this blogs topic today; soulmates, friends, brothers and sisters forever
In life you are blessed to meet new people every day and interact with the world but it is not very often you come into contact with a soulmate, someone who is destined to change your life forever. I don't believe in soulmates in the traditional sense(lets face it when am I ever traditional) I think you can come into contact with several in your lifetime my soulmates are all people who have changed my life in the biggest ways often times in doing the smallest things. A soulmate is a great friend who with a small subtle word can turn your day around when your down, a person who can just look at you and know exactly what your thinking, a person who is loving down to their core and whether or not they openly show it you know it.
I am very glad and very proud to say that in the last couple of months I have met a few more of my soulmates through the community I currently work in(my TEAM) and through the community I have lived for years. I consider every friend I've ever made as a treasure because for one reason or another no matter how much may have happened or will happen from the moment you met me forward there was something we connected on. Human connection is the one thing every person on earth looks for. It is why we look for love and acceptance in the world, nobody wants to be alone, but in reality how many of us are? You do not need the textbook movie love story to be accepted, you have your family, your friends, your community and if you can't see the love there all I ask is that you open your eyes. If you truly believe there is no hope for love and acceptance spend some time with me and I will show you otherwise.
love in the deepest way,
the undeniable truth of "Maniak" Mike HAVIK
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