Insanity is doing the same thing expecting different results

"Failure is the opportunity to begin again, more intelligently." - Henry Ford

Why is it that after we have failed and made mistakes we do not fix them? Anyone who has seen my "lack of love" life will tell you I am a gamble and very dangerous to be with, "you never know when he will leave" "his focus is never on you" "he wont commit" etc.. I have made the same mistakes over and over again, I acknowledge those mistakes yet I have made them time and again. I hear the same argument over and over and until this most recent time I hadn't realized how damaged I really am. I have done the same thing to every girl I have loved, and similarly the same to everyone I just had to "fill a spot" (sorry to say so, but I have never been known to sugercoat or pull punches so how can I go easy on myself, its pure honesty)

My goal is to be a better person and to do that I must change my habits, as well as the way I see these situations. Im not superman and I dont know everything, but I am willing to put forth the effort to be the best I can. I have made a promise to myself, my future relationship partners, and the world that I will listen to my own advice and actually learn how to fail and grow from it rather than sit and burn in the same fire time and time again.

A new level..

.. of confidence and power

I have always valued the words of pantera but I have never really understood them to the point that i have recently. My mind has had a switch thrown and I am seeing things in the world much differently than I have before I am "far beyond driven" to obtain all that I want in life. Much of this is due to my recent association with Monavie TEAM which has been helping me immensely not only in building knowledge of the business world but knowledge of myself as well. I do believe that even in the short time I have been a part of this system I have been on my way to a much better person. I have noticed things in my life that have changed, My patience level is growing, my drive and My fire is stronger than it ever has been, My love of life and things I have chosen to put in it is only growing, My ambitions and dreams not only matter but are attainable and I will reach them someday.

A new frontier

So here we are, a new beginning. A beginning of not only a new place for me to express my thoughts and aspirations but a new me entirely. I know I have never been a person associated with making normal choices in life and now is no different than any other time in my life but I do believe I have been making the right choices this time. I have many new projects in the works and I have never been as fired up and passionate as I am right now. I really wish I could show you what the inside of my head looks right now it would be the craziest painting you have ever seen.